Monday, May 31, 2010

My Star Is About To Shine..

Ask and it shall b given:: I see the changes occurring around me which let me know that BIG THINGS ARE ABOUT TO COME..

Know how u are.. accept who u are and Love yourself..

Growth and Change

Through Life we all expect to grow and gradually change as we experience life.. But sometimes we dont expext the changes that always come.. and sometimes we have to make changes to put ourself in a better situation... Happiness comes from so many elements in life and the moment you realize that you are no longer happy its time to make some due changes..

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

The Human Body...

Why must people shy away from showing their Bodies? Is it to make others feel comfortable or is it to make them selfs feel less vunerable or judged? The human body Evokes such emotions with people...

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Life and Death of Love complete..

I've written a lot of songs in the last few months... Taking my time waiting for inspiration to hit.. but for some reason when I put my ears to everything they all didnt jell like I Kinda bi polar like myself.. Some a little dark some really pop.. But after listening again I found the right team of songs that represent this album to really well. I stayed away from the dance songs for this album. I really just wanted this album to be one you can put in the cd player and just go on about your day.. singing along at times and maybe even losing yourself in the memories that you relate to in the music but none the less enjoy the music.. so without further explanation here is the Mix tape entitled Life and death of love..

Hear is all you need to download all the track for free.. Go to this site

enjoy and please share with a friend or enemy.. just share it Happy V-Day...

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

InsideOut theme Song..

I am so honored to be a part of this series "InsideOut" the Movie.. I was invited to create some music for it and when I heard the story line I just knew I had to be a part of it.. Thank you Le'son Ivory and Wayne Hobdy for taking interest in my music and allowing me to share my talent through this great outlet..

InsideOUT - the movie - the official Insideout movie fan website
The Official Fan Website about the upcoming multi-film series InsideOUT. This film is for mature audiences over 17 y/o.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Long Distance/Moving On

Is it possible to love someone with all your heart and just let them go.. Is that even an option?

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Sometimes Being Alone is the best thing..

The feeling of being vulnerable and alone can be overwhelming but embrace your body and mind and listen to God.. He will show u everything u are and will be.. Embrace yourself and know that being you is enough.. More than enough..


This Vest has cause a lot of not really but I love the vest and thought i would show it to you all..

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Cant Get Out..

Such a great song by the amazing R&B Singer Mario.. I totally related to this song and thought I would add another music vid to my I stayed up late and edited this vid.. But only to realize that I touch my head a lot and.. and really need a change of scene.. lol.. My bedroom is cute and all But you have to make change if you want it..

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Dear Family and Friends

I just got really irritated last night and decided to post this quote on my face book status for all those to see..

Dear Family and friends I Must CLEAR something up I am Not Ashamed of My Body or Who I Am. If there's anytime where my lack of Clothes Lifestyle Topics or Racy videos offend you PLEASE dont hesitate to de-friend me. My truth is all I have and I will not let go of that for anything or anyone.. I will continue to be Me in every moment. That Promise I can and will keep. ME

Please dont ever let someones uncomfortableness effect you being you.. They dont like it or you they can keep it rolling.. is what i say.. I am sick of conforming to make others happy.. i want to make me happy.... Its my life...Why not..

Deadline coming

Its am almost here .. the album is almost finished and I am slowly doing vids to each song.. from the Lp of "Life and Death of Love".. here are a the 1st two.. enjoy

Calling it Love- talks about abuse in a relationship and finding the strength with to get out..

Never Dreamed of- Speaks of love coming by suprise and me never being a part of my plans..

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Nyc brings the Sex out in Me!

Could it be?

A heart can only take so much..

A Heart can only Take so much.. Give all you got and then release..

Friday, January 15, 2010


Okay Marcus is gone but everything i learned from him is still here.. I had the opportunity to edited a video for Tina Brown a new up and coming Star a video.. Her music fit perfectly to the gladiator theme.. Check it out.. i dont know you guys my editing is getting pretty tight.. Thanks Hope you enjoy..

Monday, January 11, 2010

My Best friend Has Gone for a Few Months..

Marcus has left for italy for 11 weeks and I have the whole house to myself.. Wow.. Alot of stuff to accomplish and get back in order.. 2 dogs 2 cats to take care of and Career to focus on.. Buddy you will be missed and I will keep myself incredibly busy so I dont think about it.. lol..

Thursday, December 31, 2009

A New Year! With a New Beginning.. Happy New Year

Wow.. What a year... I have been through it all it seems.. The only place i could possibly go is Up.. and that my sir is where I am going no if ands or buts.. I plan to focus more on me and my career and my reason for being here in Nyc.. I will be a Star.. I will be topping the charts I will be what I desire to be.. Platinum singer/songwriter/ performer.. I wish you all the best and may all your dreams come true this year of 2010.. I love you all.. Keep me in your prays as I will you..

This year is a year of prosperity, peace, success, patience, friends, passion, ambition a new drive, strength, and health.. More money than I have ever made.. and complete happiness all around.. Thank you God for this answered prayer..

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Its Crazy How fast you can fall in Love and How long it takes to heal from Heartbreak.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

i HAVE TO Make this happen for myself..

I cant sit back and think everything will find me but yet I must go find what I want..

Saturday, December 5, 2009

My dear Friend

My friend has just finished all his cancer treatment so I thought I would send him my love through song.. Thanks JR for the constant motivation and truth you share with me. Thank you for believing in me and all that I aspire to be.. I love you so very much and wish you nothing but true happiness.. Im always here for you..

If you want it ask for it and get ready to recieve it

I am so excited.. I am making incredible connects interning with out the box entertainment group.. I love being a part of the team.. My dreams are coming in my vision.. Never give up on your dreams..

Saturday, November 28, 2009

New Internship and Opportunity.. Change is coming..
I am incredibly excited to give my time and passion to this project and team of talented beings.. Just started an internship with Out the Box music group where I will be assisting in writing songs developing and continuing relationships with Record labels and their A&R's and keeping in the know when it comes to the music scene so we can stay informed.. Tina Brown is the main Act and is absolutely amazing and talented and a bright star.. I look forward to the months too come and building a relationship with them all.. Thank you God for all your blessing and shetler and continued doors being opened great change..My happiness and my peace of mind.. Thank you so much..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Give me Strength Lord

Even though I know that I am not holding the world on my shoulders right now i sure feel like it.. Give me strength to stay strong and peaceful, patient, Loving, and show integrity through it all.. AMEN.. I love you God and thank you again for all that you have givin me..

Monday, November 23, 2009


Craiglist just seems to be the home of unprofessional and crazy people... I am currently looking for a job and it seems like every time i go to a ad or respond to an ad. It ends up being some perv wanting to take pic of you naked or charging you money to get a job or just completely wasting your time.. You guys be very cautious when responding to CRAIGSLIST Post.. Keep me in your prayers I need a miracle job asap.. I believe it.. so lets see it..

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Use Somebody

I just totally relate to this song and fell in love with it the moment i heard it.. Enjoy..

We shall Overcome..

The storm is still active outside. But i see the light shining through the clouds and i know its going to be okay.. its going to bemore than okay.. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger and im not dying anytime soon .. So I am going to be strong as an oX and un-stoppable.. Everything happens foe a reason may it be a lesson I need to learn but non the less.. I will Overcome..

Friday, November 20, 2009

Its Friday!!!!

Its friday and I got some things to do.. I have laundry that has been weeks over smell me?lol.. I also need to continue on my search for that job im asking for.. Im not asking for much but what I deserve and that is it..:).. Change Change Change.. I see change coming, a wonderful amazing change coming .. Today I give thanx for all that I have and all that I aspire to have that is coming .. so thank you God..

Thursday, November 19, 2009


Today is a day of Focus and writing and research.. I have sent a few emails to potential jobs and ads through facebook.I believe I am going to do some meditation as well.. I need to start taking advantage of all that I learned from my life coach.. He was incredible and is incredible.. His name is Tobi Ellison.. write now its not working but check back later.. He is an incredible guy and life coach as well as spiritual advisor.. Stay inspired..

I Refuse to be Someone Im Not.. I Refuse..

So many people walk through life affected by others and quickly changing to make others happy or accept them.. Well you know what that used to me a while back but not anymore.. This is my life I am who I am.. I pursue the passion I want to pursue I eat the food I want to eat. I wear or dont wear what I want, I Love who i Love.. I'll Always be True to who I am True to What God made Me.. Life is so much more beautiful when your comfortable in your own skin..

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

A Day in the City! Filming Alotaboutus..

Today Marcus and I headed into the city to check out a few open mic venues in the city so I can start getting connected again and filmed a new episode of Alotaboutus.. We are starting to take our collab channel alot more serious so all of our competition be scared.. You know who you No but really Its time to take Life seriously and make things happen for our selfs..

Here is one of our NEW Vids from our Channel Alotaboutus hope you enjoy..

New Life and Death of Love Blog Started

Just started a Blog site for my up and coming Album "Life and Death of Love" I will be posting video/freedownloads / pic / updates and the journey to making an album and releasing it so come stop by and take the Journey with me through Love...

A Star!

He has it All and I pray that one day Marcus Bellamy achieves all he has ever dreamed and finds himself surrounded by True friends and Complete Happiness.. I have had the pleasure to share my heart with this guy and live with what I would define a Creative Genius.. Bringing you into his tantalizing crazy sexy world thru dance and video vblogs there is nothing in my eyes that he cant achieve.. Movies, music, whatever he puts his mind too.. I look forward to seeing him at the Top..
Check out some of his work..
P.s I Love you Peanut and thank you for sharing your heart and world with me.. My world is now a little bit brighter with you here.. Hey without you I would have never started Blogging.. lol.. see you have taught me some good things here in NYC as well..

Woke up Hungry..(for life)

Wow.. Woke up with a Hunger that I havent had in such a long time for life.. I have always had so much ambition but the last few years I have become so complacent and jaded over the music business and my dreams. But that is all about to change today.. No longer will I be broke. No longer will I settle for bull shit.. No longer will I except less than the best.. No longer will i wait for my dreams to to happen but yet I will take charge of my life and Make things happen.. Change is coming you guys.. God thank you for keeping me surrounded by people who motivate me to be something more.. Everything happens for a reason.. I lost my way for a reason and its now time to get back on track.. For me at the Need some inspiration? Check this book out it really is an amazing book about manifesting your destiny..

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Thank you my wonderful Friend Antwanett..(Antonia Vance)

Today I went walking around Central Park with a good friend of mine.. Who quickly put me in my place and informed me of all the things I know but have some how lost in the mist of my crazy life.. She taught me to trust no one and stay focused and constant.. She taught me to research everyday.. If its something you want you have to know everything inside and out about that career or subject.. She also taught me that I am way to kind and nice to people.. Being kind and not direct only delays what you want and puts a false persona in the environment and in the long run someone always walks away unsatisfied and unhappy.. usually me because I dont want to hurt anyones feelings.. But today is a day of change and this all is about to change.. thank you Antonia.. you are a great friend and I LOVE U tons..

“Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan "press on" has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race” ~Calvin Coolidge

My last Few years..

Not sure what the last few years have been like for you but mine has been filled with SO Much.. In 2005 I was signed to Isonu Management with the amazingly beautiful and God send Kelly Fenemore.. She took me into her home and believed in everything that I was and had potential to be.. She saw more in me at the time than I saw in myself.. She gave me all that she had her time money and faith.. Josh came a little bit later but was just as amazing to both Kelly and I and we opened his talent and wisdom with open arms..
We both took the musical journey together traveling the world recording meeting amazing people and searching for the right SOUND and thing that would be MYK.. here are a few photos during that time..


I need Change..

Dear God... I am truly thankful for all the many things you have giving me.. Friends, family, Love, shelter, food, talent, music, and confidence.. But I need a true change.. I know I am ready I feel like I am in a holding cell and something Huge is going to happen .. iI am ready lord

Lord I pray to you asking for abundance in my finances my career as a musician.. I pray you Open all the doors in my life that should be opened and Close all the doors that should be closed.. I pray for peace constant peace and once again thank you for all that you have blessed me with..

I am ready to walk through the door just show me where to go..

My Home...Where dreams Come true

Since July 4th of 2008 Brooklyn Nyc.. My home away from home(Atlanta) I cant lie it hasnt been the easiest road leaving and moving to the Nyc But it has been the best decision of my life now i may be broke as a joke.. For the moment but This is the place where DREAMS Come true and I boy do I have Dreams..
The people I have met have been incredible..

Monday, November 16, 2009

Spiritual Awakening

On a constant Spiritual Search for my truth and Purpose


Love caught me off guard you guys.. and this album has nothing to do with my relationship being over or the death of my Love.. This album has to do with the ups and down of being in Love and some of my experiences.. starting with Lust or an attraction toward someone.. This is the Intro to the album.. check it out

People make love look so easy and like a fairy tale but all of those who have been in love know the

My First Day As A BLOGGER!

What can I talk about ohh yeah well im working on an album or Ep entitle .. "The LIFE and Death of Love"

I have put a few tracks up for FREE Download if your interested.. just look to the the right on my widget